how come I end up where I started /
how come I end up where I went wrong /
won't take my eyes off the ball again /
you reel me out then you cut the string //
how come I end up where I started /
how come I end up where I went wrong /
I won't take my eyes off the ball again /
first you reel me out and then you cut the string //
you used to be alright /
what happened /
did the cat get your tongue /
did your string come undone /
one by one /
one by one /
it comes to us all /
it's as soft as your pillow //
you used to be alright /
what happened /
etcetera etcetera /
fads for whatever /
fifteen steps /
then a sheer drop //
how come I end up where I started /
how come I end up where I went wrong /
won't take my eyes off the ball again /
you reel me out then you cut the string
The title phrase '15 Step', along with a reference to 'A Rat's Nest', can be seen in this sketch from the 'scrapbook' section of radiohead.com:
This early draft of lyrics for 'A Punch-up At A Wedding' was added by Thom at the bottom of a lyric sheet that also featured the finished lyrics of that song. A line, that would later end up in '15 Step', is also included. He used this sheet during the summer 2002 shows in Spain and Portugal, apparently he couldn't remember all the lyrics yet. At some point, this piece of paper was fortunately thrown into the audience:
go ahead the stage is yours.
if you think you can do better
you used to be alright, what-happened?
keep moving or you r dead. keep moving or you r dead.
how i wish you'd stay out of my face.
there's always someone spoils the party
just you wait till your chained down
worried and unhinged
you have really gone and done it now
just a trick to make you stupid
all these sad heroics
let me tell you how it really is
we are here to spoil your party
empty vessels make the most noise
survival of the fittest
wading through the marshes
hypocrits, opportunists,
userers flatterers and thiefs.
im sick of all your bullshit.
im sick of all these fucking mindgames.
who invited you anyway?
A few related lines appeared in the 'scrapbook' section of radiohead.com:
'15 Step Thing' was one of the titles that appeared on the blackboard the band used during two weeks of rehearsals from september 19th to 30th 2005. At the end of that session, Colin posted a picture of this board on Dead Air Space on september 30th, unfortunately (and probably intentionally) in rather low resolution, so that some of it can't be deciphered:
On february 20th 2006, the band posted this picture of early handwritten lyrics on Dead Air Space (click image for full size):
On march 8th 2006, shortly after sessions with Mark Stent had come to an unfruitful end, another photo of a blackboard (and a perhaps slightly worried Ed) was posted on Dead Air Space. A tour had been scheduled for may and june to escape the frustration of the recent sessions and to breathe new life into the project. Rehearsals for the upcoming dates had begun recently, and this board shows which new songs were at this point considered for inclusion in the setlists. '15 Step' was one of these, and would indeed be played (click image for full size):
On march 8th 2006, along with the photo of the Tour blackboard, this image was also posted on Dead Air Space. The name of the image indicates Thom is working on '15 Step':
On may 6th 2006, the song had its live premier in Copenhagen. This video was edited for this website from multiple video sources:
On december 18th 2006, a line from the lyrics appeared on the start page of radiohead.com. This happened shortly after the sessions at Nigel's Covent Garden studio had ended and the band had begun a Christmas break:
The final version of the song is essentially a live recording the band had made right after the Christmas break in early January.
On january 11th 2007, Plank posted a picture of a mellotron on his blog on stringsreunited.com. This instrument was used during the recording of the song:
click to enlarge the image on the right
On february 3rd 2007, Thom posted these lines on Dead Air Space:
On april 17th 2007, a sample from the studio recording was made available in the Hodiau Direkton section of radiohead.com:
On may 9th 2007, another sample of Thom repeating "etcetera etcetera" appeared in the Hodiau Direkton section of radiohead.com:
On may 26th 2007, a phrase from the lyrics appeared on the start page of radiohead.com:
On may 31st 2007, a picture of an etching by Stanley that makes use of a handwritten lyric sheet appeared in the Hodiau Direkton section of radiohead.com. The verse with the lines about "a dark voice sitting on the staircase" had been unknown up to this point:
On september 3rd 2007, Plank posted a picture of an Autoharp on his blog on stringsreunited.com. Ed had used that instrument in the song's second half:
For the webcast on november 9th 2007, a special '15 Step' clip was made by Adam Buxton and Garth Jennings. The clip used the climax of the movie SE7EN by David Fincher:
This photo shows Jonny's Max/MSP patch for '15 Step', it was taken on january 16th 2008 at Rough Trade East in London, before the gig was moved to 93 Feet East:
On february 8th 2009, Jonny and Thom performed the song at the Grammy award show as the band had been nominated for the 'Album of the Year' award for In Rainbows. For this occasion a special brass arrangement of '15 Step' was created by the USC Trojan Marching Band who would perform the song with Thom and Jonny:
In december 2009, a recording from the february 6th 2009 rehearsal at Sony Studios’ Stage 25 was released by the USC Trojan Marching Band on the 2 CD compilation Trojan Legacy: 40 Years of Dr. Arthur C. Bartner and The Spirit of Troy:
Live performances #100 to #123 during the touring for The King of Limbs:
